To blog or not to blog..

answer is to blog. hahah. I just really want to thank God for everything. My Dudex(dude and ex bf) had an accident last night. I also thought that it was a not too serious one, but when I read his blog this afternoon, it is somehow serious. I texted him this morning, and asked if he's okay. I'm surprised he included my name in his thank you message hehehe. First i want to thank God, that he's still alive, and nothing so serious happened, di mo pa time dude, it only means na God has alot of purpose pa sa buhay mo. Second, I thank God, coz divine and Donna weren't with him nung nanyari yun, I didn't see the damage sa isuzu nila, but as dudex described it , grabeh tlaga. God is so good tlaga, and blessing in disguise sila Pj and cy. Siguro kung andun ako i'll be too emotional din. One thing I learned from this is maiksi lng tlaga ang buhay eh, anytime pwede ng bawiin ni God yun. What if? mamatay na ako ngayon tapos may sama ako ng loob sa isang tao?o kaya sya sa ken?what if i haven't totally surrendered lahat ng sins ko kay God?Saan ako pupunta?Sa hell ba or sa heaven?Sa isang iglap lang pwede mawala lahat ng chances to do what i really want to do. Dapat tlaga everyday, let's ask God to guide us and protect us, everyday let's live for his glory, live purely, let's be christ-like. Everyday let's live as if it's our last, there;s no room for negative thoughts dapat. Although, mahirap iwasan, pero God is always there to remind us. Lately, i'm trying to avoid things I got use to, people whom I got too comfortable to be with. I want new things, new people, new hobbies, NEW LIFE!! NEW CHRISTIE!!and masydo na ata kong nagfocus dun, and I'm forgetting to ask aGod first. Gusto ko if I'll die, sure akong si God kasama ko, and sana if I'll die I want people to will remember that good things in me, the real me. Lately, i'm too scared to get hurt. Mali pala yun, there are some things that are inevitable. I just need to focus kay God, and not focus on the obstacles. And i know that he is changing me, molding me. all we need to do is TRUST HIM. Godbless everyone!