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Lately, I'm thinking why can't I act like 26, or even talk like one. But, seriously, I'm so trying hard to change that, not to laugh so loud, not to talk that much, be mahinhin..but it's really hard for me, it's hard to do somthing, that your not really used to. And I don't need to please people naman, even if they always tell me na I'm so immature, it's not my problem anymore. Pero may disadvantage din pala, kase yung respeto nung mga nakakabata sa ken, parang hindi ganun kalaki. Kapag ayaw ka nilang pansinin o kausapin, gagawen nila, sasabhin nila ang gusto nila sabhin, without considering my feelings..before it bothers me a lot, but I think I did my part na like, magsosorry ako, kahit walan akong idea kung anung ginwa ko..Before it caused me so much pain, masakit kase yun eh, kapag alam mo wala ka naman ginwa tapos they'll treat you differently. But I really learned a lot from those experiences, I learned not to trust that much, not to depend so much, ( God lng)and to expect nothing, it doesn't mean na if you do good things to others, they'll do the same with you. But I think I need to act my age, not for them but for myself.Pero young at heart pa rin hahaha..