Why I love " The Hills"?

Some of my friends asked me this question, I wasn't able to answer hahaha.Well, as much as I love Gossip girl and Prison Break. I've heard negative feedbacks about this series..But the reason I love this series is because It's realistic, girlfriend fights, break ups, dramas and dream jobs. I never considered myself as Fashionista, or any fashion enthusiast. But this series keeps me inspired when it comes in pursuing my dreams or my passion. Whitney is my favorite among the four girls, she's the wackiest and she has the coolest job, she's less of a Drama Queen, I also like LC, she's just to melodramatic sometimes. For me it's really inspiring, Lc and Lo just got their new house, it's just so cool. I'm not a bar-shop-bar type of girl, I don't even drink and don't even dance in any clubs with Martini on my hand. But I'm not close-minded to those things. And ofcourse, who can't admire their outfits? I love LC's wardrobe, and whitney's too. Well, well, what can I say? I love The Hills. I just finished Season 4 ^^

A good way to start your day ^^

Dear God:
The lady reading this

is beautiful, classy and

strong, and I love her.

Help her live her life to the fullest.

Please promote her and cause her to excel above her expectations.

Help her shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to love.

Protect her at all times, lift her up when she needs you the most,

and

let her know when she walks with you,

She will always be safe.

^^

Lately, I'm thinking why can't I act like 26, or even talk like one. But, seriously, I'm so trying hard to change that, not to laugh so loud, not to talk that much, be mahinhin..but it's really hard for me, it's hard to do somthing, that your not really used to. And I don't need to please people naman, even if they always tell me na I'm so immature, it's not my problem anymore. Pero may disadvantage din pala, kase yung respeto nung mga nakakabata sa ken, parang hindi ganun kalaki. Kapag ayaw ka nilang pansinin o kausapin, gagawen nila, sasabhin nila ang gusto nila sabhin, without considering my feelings..before it bothers me a lot, but I think I did my part na like, magsosorry ako, kahit walan akong idea kung anung ginwa ko..Before it caused me so much pain, masakit kase yun eh, kapag alam mo wala ka naman ginwa tapos they'll treat you differently. But I really learned a lot from those experiences, I learned not to trust that much, not to depend so much, ( God lng)and to expect nothing, it doesn't mean na if you do good things to others, they'll do the same with you. But I think I need to act my age, not for them but for myself.Pero young at heart pa rin hahaha..

I can't wait..

Christmas is so fast approaching,and I want it to be the most memorable christmas haha, while I'm here in Pinas, I'm still hoping and praying that I'll be able to leave this year. I really want to relax and go somewhere, and whereelse? Sa Beach, I don't know i really have this thing for the beach, it makes me calm and happy, our family loves the beach as well. Since my Lola, lived near the sea when she was young. I love to swim and explore the sea.

Since my officemates are the most "gala" peeps I know haha. We are planning to go to La Luz on Dec. 27, ( I really want to be positive about it, kaya may date na) I really can't wait, I can imagine myself now seeing the beauty of it. Actually I'm planning to bring some books, yung feeling na while your reading, you can feel the wind, i remember one time my ex told me that I'm "taong dagat" hahaha.So well then, sana matuloy haha!!

Snickers

I'm not really into chocolates, but for me to feel happy when i'm sad, I always buy Snickers or anything na iniiwasan kong kainin.
Ganun tlaga eh, I needed to do the right thing, kahit msya for the meantime peron in the end, nagiisa pa rin talaga ako eh.hindi yun reality eh, kaya kelangn namagising ka lge sa katotohanan. Kahit masakit at mahirap, dahil nasanay na akong anajn sya lage eh, kapag nsasaktan ako sya yung sumbungan ko..pero mawawala rin naman, kaya hangga't kaya pang wag mafall, iwasan na..si God ang bahala sa lahat..=(