Hays I hate this feeling!!

I thinking of really changing my wardrobe, as in lahat!! Pero kahit cguro how many times I change it, tlagang there's someone na will have the same as yours. grrrr I hate it tlaga!!

Dear Christie

You're getting into my nerves lately, you don't know how to stick to your plans. You need to lose a lot of weight, It's Summer already. Don't you have any plans of wearing your own designs?tsk tsk.. Do this for yourself, I know you can do it. Don't lose hope! You've already started, don't forget that you're paying P2,300 monthly @ Fitness first, for what? For nothing? Don't give up my dear. Ikaw pa, you're very brave and you don't easily give up dba?

Whatever your going through right now, I know someday everything will be just fine. Focus, focus!!that's all you need. And persevere. Use your talents, explore, don't be afraid to try new things, to meet new people, it's okay!There's more my dear, more good things to come, more opportunities!Ok? so the next time I'll check on you, i hope I'll see a different Christie a healthier, happier and confident. Deal? I believe in you. Your skills and your efforts. So what are you waiting for? don't just sit around, go and step on that thread mill and start losing weight.

With so much Love,

the better Christie^^

GLAUCOMA

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I hope tita doesn't have this.I'm praying hard!Please Lord not my Tita bonnie!Pleaseee!

Weird feeling!!

I saw him last Friday, Scrappy Coco. It was just weird riding in his car after how many months of not seeing him. He doesn't look happy, but I know he's contented of everything he has now. He's married, got his own business, so i just want to be happy for him. But I've been asking myself "What could have been?". Im just still thankful that he's still a friend, although things got really complicated between us. I'll be honest i missed him, they way he makes me laugh, the way he compliments every gesture I make. But the reality is things will never be the same again.

Hay enough drama! i miss my best friend Teddy. He never fails to remember me, even we are miles away. I miss bonding with him, our food tripping and "tsismisan". hehehe..anyways just wanted to share my this with you.Godbless everyone!

Apology

Sorry daming typo..grrr!

hehehe!i really need to work on it^^

It wasn't that bad after all..

I've already told myself and my friends that last year was a worst year for me. A lot of problems and trials came, a lot of struggles, including heart problems and specially financial. I've never been this broke and sick, I got problems with my ovaries, I was advised to have an operation already, bit I had to choose the least expensive way of removing whatever it is that was causing the pain.A lot of fights and arguments with my mom, I even saw her as my number one enemy.(bad i know) My friends were hurting too, some left for good. These are the bad things that happened.. But they say......COUNT THE BLESSINGS..and besides My God is a big God. So now we'll see how blessed was my 2009!
(These are random)

I love sports(kahit di halata) i love trying new activites, something physical!
And last year i was able to try kneeboarding, it was so much FUUUNNN!. My friends told me thta Im so brave coz they live near that place but never tried it. hehe..Mountain climbing and airsoft for 2010!

I thank God because we weren't affected of the typhoon Ondoy, and my family was safe. i was in Bicol that time. So I really praice God for the protection.

Me and my schatz have always been thinking of hvaing our own business someday, and we think that we're not getting any younger and we don't want to be employees forever. We came up of a very brilliant idea, since we both love the beach, we decided to design and make personalize swimsuits. I'm also happy because i can pratice sewing, and improve my creativity. Thank God for this oppurtunity.

Since Ondoy didn't give us much headache, we wanted to help in every way we can. So my tita's gave some money and donations, and I went with them in Marikina. I felt so blessed tlaga, they lost their houses and even their loved ones. It's true that it's better to give.

I'm happy that I can still kiss and hug my lola, lately we've been talking about her health, I can't live without her. She loves to scold me, but that makes me a better person. I love her so much.

Meet Yuki the spoiled brat! i love him he's the sweetest, He gives me so much joy everytime i see him and play with whis hair and nose. He's overweight by the way, just like me^^

Mommy tita-yes she's my ex's mom!When me and Daniel (ex) broke up i was kind of hesitant to act normal around her, coz maybe people around us may think of different thing. But who cares?i love her, as much as i love her 2 daughters. She's been the most caring, sweet and giver ex mother in law(hilaw) I have. I love u mommy!Thank you for everything.

My high school friends I was able to see them again this year, and more this time!I felt so happy. And I was able to prove to myself that I really didn't love the person i thought was special to me.
Na-ah. Wrong mistake!! hehe

Par d' man i really enjoyed his company, and he made me realize a lot of things. He made me realize that I'm a "manang"..hehe which is true sometimes. With him i realized that not all men with tattoos,and smokes are bad guys. They have good hearts too^^

Obviously, this photo is very important to me, kase I was with Diether hehehe!And because I was able to see Kaye and Karen again, i love them so much. And the way they treated me when I was there. I was like a princess.Thanks for spoiling me^^

My foofee and Schatzee-- my life won't be that colorful without these two ladies. Last year was a rough year for them, but I know that they learned a lot.

Foofee- she's the sweetest!i love her so much!We used to have tampuha also before. but now I'm so proud of her she's more mature now. Although she failed on some things last year, i know it's never too late for her to stand up again and move on!

Schatzee- the opposite of her sister!She's not sweet.she's the naughtiest!! But our friendship is one of a kind i must say. After all the we've been through, we're still here for each other, we love each other more, and our friendship got deeper as well. We still argue sometimes, but at the end we'll just laugh. I love u schatz!

New found friend- she may be aggresive and liberated but I admire her for being true and nice!

Never judge!

I thank God for his 2nd life, unfortunately, teddy and his family was affected of the Ondoy, and when he told me how he fought for his life. I wanted to cry. I'm happy he's still alive!

Yes I'm a certified "LAKWATSERA" i love to travel and go to different places even just here in the city. I love to explore and see new things. So last year was so "travelsome" hehe(imbento)

Boracay with ym whole family!The happiest trip ever!

Bangkok- the original plan was for me to get a job there, but maybe it's noy God's will.But I really enjoyed my stay. I was able to think more and plan for my life.And i thank my cousin ate che for everything.

Albay Bicol- 13 hours travel by bus..whew!but It was all worth it! saw my friends,met new ones!Treated like a prince, sang on her wedding, parang artista lng ang dating!I'm totally going back!

and lastly, the bonding with my tita's i love it inspite all the trials. We are all still together!Thanks God1

So what do you think guys? My last year wasn't that really bad right?i still have the whole 2010 to change things, like Bo Sanchez said in his book, we are free to choose, we cna choose to fail or we can choose to win. Happy 2010 everyone!

Christmas Wishlist^^