Weird feeling!!

I saw him last Friday, Scrappy Coco. It was just weird riding in his car after how many months of not seeing him. He doesn't look happy, but I know he's contented of everything he has now. He's married, got his own business, so i just want to be happy for him. But I've been asking myself "What could have been?". Im just still thankful that he's still a friend, although things got really complicated between us. I'll be honest i missed him, they way he makes me laugh, the way he compliments every gesture I make. But the reality is things will never be the same again.

Hay enough drama! i miss my best friend Teddy. He never fails to remember me, even we are miles away. I miss bonding with him, our food tripping and "tsismisan". hehehe..anyways just wanted to share my this with you.Godbless everyone!

Apology

Sorry daming typo..grrr!

hehehe!i really need to work on it^^

It wasn't that bad after all..

I've already told myself and my friends that last year was a worst year for me. A lot of problems and trials came, a lot of struggles, including heart problems and specially financial. I've never been this broke and sick, I got problems with my ovaries, I was advised to have an operation already, bit I had to choose the least expensive way of removing whatever it is that was causing the pain.A lot of fights and arguments with my mom, I even saw her as my number one enemy.(bad i know) My friends were hurting too, some left for good. These are the bad things that happened.. But they say......COUNT THE BLESSINGS..and besides My God is a big God. So now we'll see how blessed was my 2009!
(These are random)

I love sports(kahit di halata) i love trying new activites, something physical!
And last year i was able to try kneeboarding, it was so much FUUUNNN!. My friends told me thta Im so brave coz they live near that place but never tried it. hehe..Mountain climbing and airsoft for 2010!

I thank God because we weren't affected of the typhoon Ondoy, and my family was safe. i was in Bicol that time. So I really praice God for the protection.

Me and my schatz have always been thinking of hvaing our own business someday, and we think that we're not getting any younger and we don't want to be employees forever. We came up of a very brilliant idea, since we both love the beach, we decided to design and make personalize swimsuits. I'm also happy because i can pratice sewing, and improve my creativity. Thank God for this oppurtunity.

Since Ondoy didn't give us much headache, we wanted to help in every way we can. So my tita's gave some money and donations, and I went with them in Marikina. I felt so blessed tlaga, they lost their houses and even their loved ones. It's true that it's better to give.

I'm happy that I can still kiss and hug my lola, lately we've been talking about her health, I can't live without her. She loves to scold me, but that makes me a better person. I love her so much.

Meet Yuki the spoiled brat! i love him he's the sweetest, He gives me so much joy everytime i see him and play with whis hair and nose. He's overweight by the way, just like me^^

Mommy tita-yes she's my ex's mom!When me and Daniel (ex) broke up i was kind of hesitant to act normal around her, coz maybe people around us may think of different thing. But who cares?i love her, as much as i love her 2 daughters. She's been the most caring, sweet and giver ex mother in law(hilaw) I have. I love u mommy!Thank you for everything.

My high school friends I was able to see them again this year, and more this time!I felt so happy. And I was able to prove to myself that I really didn't love the person i thought was special to me.
Na-ah. Wrong mistake!! hehe

Par d' man i really enjoyed his company, and he made me realize a lot of things. He made me realize that I'm a "manang"..hehe which is true sometimes. With him i realized that not all men with tattoos,and smokes are bad guys. They have good hearts too^^

Obviously, this photo is very important to me, kase I was with Diether hehehe!And because I was able to see Kaye and Karen again, i love them so much. And the way they treated me when I was there. I was like a princess.Thanks for spoiling me^^

My foofee and Schatzee-- my life won't be that colorful without these two ladies. Last year was a rough year for them, but I know that they learned a lot.

Foofee- she's the sweetest!i love her so much!We used to have tampuha also before. but now I'm so proud of her she's more mature now. Although she failed on some things last year, i know it's never too late for her to stand up again and move on!

Schatzee- the opposite of her sister!She's not sweet.she's the naughtiest!! But our friendship is one of a kind i must say. After all the we've been through, we're still here for each other, we love each other more, and our friendship got deeper as well. We still argue sometimes, but at the end we'll just laugh. I love u schatz!

New found friend- she may be aggresive and liberated but I admire her for being true and nice!

Never judge!

I thank God for his 2nd life, unfortunately, teddy and his family was affected of the Ondoy, and when he told me how he fought for his life. I wanted to cry. I'm happy he's still alive!

Yes I'm a certified "LAKWATSERA" i love to travel and go to different places even just here in the city. I love to explore and see new things. So last year was so "travelsome" hehe(imbento)

Boracay with ym whole family!The happiest trip ever!

Bangkok- the original plan was for me to get a job there, but maybe it's noy God's will.But I really enjoyed my stay. I was able to think more and plan for my life.And i thank my cousin ate che for everything.

Albay Bicol- 13 hours travel by bus..whew!but It was all worth it! saw my friends,met new ones!Treated like a prince, sang on her wedding, parang artista lng ang dating!I'm totally going back!

and lastly, the bonding with my tita's i love it inspite all the trials. We are all still together!Thanks God1

So what do you think guys? My last year wasn't that really bad right?i still have the whole 2010 to change things, like Bo Sanchez said in his book, we are free to choose, we cna choose to fail or we can choose to win. Happy 2010 everyone!

Christmas Wishlist^^

Hmmm no costume yet!

Hay, super wala pa rin akong maisip na costume hehe..pero here finally I'v found the make up I want hehe and the hairstyle..i want a costume kase na effortless pero high end hehe..anyways I hope i can find one sa ukay^^

Petiks mode..

hehe so happy boss is not around. So we are so free!!hehe..sadly we can't use facebook..ang harvest ko..huhuhu.. anyways, yesterday I went to megamall and did some strolling, grabeh I saw this pair of havainas, i super love, and they also have this bag..super love kase parang pang beach tlaga..i super love it!!



I super love these outfits and the bag..i want tlaga!!!!
where can I find this kind of blazer..gusto ko tlaga!

i'm still looking for the perfect blazer i still cant find one hayssss..

I super love these outfits

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Obviously, I can't thin of the right title hehe. I am soooo busy these days, I don't have time to have my pedi again, my toenails are really disgusting, no time to read books and blogs..butI'm glad I can still watch PBB..I'm so addicted!

2 days to go, and It's our High school reunion na!I'm excited and nervous at the same time. 1st reason I'm sure my classmates will tease me coz I've gained a lot of weight(i was 110 lbs back in high school and college I'm now...secret hehehe)2nd I'll be meeting someone for the first time, someone that I owe an apology, 'coz I think i was sort of the 3rd party in their relationship. I just hope that everything will turn out nicely bestween us. Whatever happened I didn't mean to hurt her, it just happened,and It was hard for me to get out and stop.

Good news!!! We're done with our first two pairs of swimsuit, kung pwede lang ireward ang sarili ko for this I'll do it hehe...Thanks a lot to Ate Maricel, she was very patient and nice tlaga!
I don't get much support from my family on this..hehe even with friends baka akala nila di magboboom tong business na to..hmp we'll see hehehe!!

I don't feel excited for christmas, It's really weird!!Don't have christmas gifts yet..
My debts are killing me.......waaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!

HELP ME GOD!!!