Bakit?bakit?

Bakit unfair ang mga tao minsan? they are always there if they need somthing from you, pero if okay na sila iiwanan ka na lng nila sa ere, when you need them they can't be there for you. True friends are really hard to find these days, they can't even protect you, or even tell you things you should know, they'll hide from you. Pero ikaw your so open about everything, pero sila hindi. Kahit alam nilang you're hurting they won't do a thing to lessen your burden..I really want to leave this time, but I can't. I have had enough this time, sabi ni pastor James you'll find your true friends inside the church pero hindi rin,not true!Parang panahon lng din ang friendship mo with them, minsan mainit minsan malamig. Bakit ako madadamay sa isanag bagay na wala naman akong kasalanan?so this time kasalanan ko nanaman?pagod na pagod na ako..ayoko na silng makita o makausap man lng..ayoko na tlaga.

Tukso layuan nyo ako!!!

Whenever I'm sad, there are two things that can make me happy, first is when the problem is solved right away and 2nd is food...specially sweets.. taka kayo why I'm so fat dba?hehe..parang appetizer ko nga ang sweets eh..my Lola and mom would always scold me so minsan I have to eat pa inside our room hehe..pero I'm not really into chocolates ah..i love dairy products like butter,cream etc..I'm not proud of this ofcourse, i want to change this habit na rin tlaga kase i think Im a candidate in being diabetic.and i really need to lose a lot of weight na tlaga.eto na yung mga food that I'm having a hard time to resist..hehe

I can eat two packs ng pastillas..ganun ako kaaddict

I love the blueberry more...saraaaapppp!!!

paano mo naman mareresista yan oh??yummmyy kapag kumkaen ako nyan gusto ko slowly..yummy talaga!!

Overprotective?

I just realized minsan nagiging overprotective ako with my friends, specially when I see them being treated badly, lalo na kapag guys. Pero narealize ko minsan it will cause you troubles too, you get involved and the people around you thinks your "epal". parang i want to ask what have I done?I was just trying to help my friends..hays I want to say a lot of things ..nakaksad lang tlaga!It's better umiwas na lng tlaga muna..minsan you don't get appreciated pa..anyways, I pray that God will make a way to heal lahat ng pain nga mga taong kelangn ng healing.

Sadness...

You are cordially invited...

When: God knows when
Where: Beach Wedding
Time: God Knows when

Maids Of Honor
Karen Abigail Dela Fuente Catherine Anne Robles
Divine Grace Fresco Micaela Paula Robles

Bridesmaids
Nicole Kimberely Cavan Stephen John Cavan
Donna Fresco Cyril Remata
Joy Reperuga Pj gonzalez
Christine Franco Lj Franco
Flower Girls
Ella Baltazar Delle Uy
Ring Bearer and Bible bearer
Matthew Santos Dustin Uy

Ninangs:
Veronica Gonzalez Athony Gonzalez
Susan Cruz Arman Cruz
Liza Cruz Frank Cruz
Evy Torres Lando Orolfo
Nanay Cely Tatay Tony
Tita Fresco Danny Fresco
Joy Onofre Jojo De guzman
Brides Parents
Vilma S. Santos Joseph B. Santiago


And the Groom? God knows when....

Hubby ko,
I know God is preparing us and molding us. I know that in his right time we will finally see each other.
I wonder how you look like, I'm sure you're good looking. I still have to do a lot things for myself right now,
change bad habits, mature more..are you getting impatient?I feel the same way too. But let's just put our trust
on him, and I know he'll do the rest. Hubby, I am so excited to see you..I can't wait to see the man I'll spend
the rest of my life with. Godbless us more^^mwahz

I need this badly..

Anyone?do yu know where I can buy this?

The Scariest movie of the Year

Grabeh, I really had goodbumps and I wasn't able to sleep well. Napakasimple nung story pero scary tlaga.I don't want to share the story here, I'm here kase sa office alone eh.hehe

freakkyyyyyyy!!!

I super Love

I'm so desperate to have this kind of blazer.I really can't find one..hehe anyways Anne Curtis is Preview's cover again for the 3rd time i think, I really like her^^

And I really love the outfit head to toe^^

I'm of two minds..

hehe okay sa title no?I got that idion from a book. Anyways, I'm sure of I'll still wear the Grecian costume, hehe..parang I also want to be Michael Jackson and more vintage outfits.hehe.And I want to wear thses lovel hats..anu bang tawag sa style na t0?

I'm bored!!!!!!!!!!

So bookish..

miss reading, I can't even read articles from Magazines nowadays, that's how pre-occupied I am. I have to keep thinking, i need ideas and designs for our business. I can't stop reading, It's a must for me, I don't want to be in a limbo.I really want to buy books right now, books that can help me in our business. so here are some. I've been begging my sisters to buy me a book(they're still thinking about it) It's time for me to really do what I really want this time.

Hope buy them all these year..I'll see you soon babies^^

The Biggest Loser

This morning my Tito Tony was teasing me, about my weight hehe(parang sya payat). Then he told us about this contest " The world's biggest loser" , it's a reality show for obese people,who wants to lose weight, they have to do a lot of exercises and activities. I can see the good intentions of this show, but I don't like how they name these people. Why do they call them loser?I don't get it, I'm sure they have their own flaws as well. It's just really disappointing how people define beauty nowadays. I have this friend he told me one time" di tlaga ako nagagandahan sa maiitim", eh di naman din sya maputi., meron pa, "gusto ko sa girl makinis"..eh hindi rin naman din sya makinis. Well, I admit sometimes, I have the same kind of attitude but its' more of okray and not really judging and I'm trying not to pratice that. It says in the bible:"Stop judging by mere appearances, and make a right judgment."(John 7:24)

Kahit ako I always have to remind myself that I am beautiful, because God wanted me to look this way(not fat, im sure he wants to be healthy)he made me this way. I just realized I don't have to measure up with the standards of others, or of this world. I have to live the way God wants me to live, he wants me to please him, to live for him, to worship him, to serve him.He wants me to be confident. I can't be anyone I want to be, I can't have Jolie's lips, I can't have Anne Curtis' body, minsan kase we say sana ganyan,ganyan, ganun.. we just have to work on the assets we have, it's really not right to compare, but i think it's okay to admire.Anyways I hope I'm making sense here, lately kase I'm so not myself hehe..iniisip ko dahil I'm fat I'm ugly and loser na, and baka di na ako magkaasawa hehe..Pero mali pala eh, kung yung taong gusto ko won't like me because of some flaws, it only means his not the right person for me,and I don't have to change. I know that God has prepared that person for me.And while waiting all i have to do is enhance and improve. Hubby ko can't wait to see you^^

Here's a verse for you to ponder:
" But the LORD said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart." 1 Samuel 16:7

Tamang Trip

I just find this pic reallyyy funny!! It's my friend Par, si parekoy naging marekoy^^ hahaha.it was their halloween party, and their theme was Sorority..hehe..have fun^^

He doesn't know I have blogspot naman eh hehehehehee..

The Kikay Side of CJ^^v

I'm not kikay!But once in a while,my flirty and girly side comes out from nowhere. My sister Anne loves to doll me up coz she's into make up's lately. It's fun pala, na even I'm fat and and ugly, if someone's fixing your hair, putting some make up on you, parang feeling artista ka, bongga!Anyways, lately my creative side is in action hehe..daming ideas na naiisip ko, and I'm so excited to do all those.

Me and Joy will be very very busy this month, we'll be having our photoshoot for our Calendar. I'm so excited, this week we'll for the venue where we can do our photoshoot, our theme is Vintage..exciting.I really want to lose weight ASAP!!so I might go to the gym again, and hope it works this time.Anyways here's a proof of my different personality wahaha..

hehe kahit ako natatwa sa sarili ko eh!It's okay to laugh guys hehe!I'd really understand^^