Christmas Wishlist^^

Hmmm no costume yet!

Hay, super wala pa rin akong maisip na costume hehe..pero here finally I'v found the make up I want hehe and the hairstyle..i want a costume kase na effortless pero high end hehe..anyways I hope i can find one sa ukay^^

Petiks mode..

hehe so happy boss is not around. So we are so free!!hehe..sadly we can't use facebook..ang harvest ko..huhuhu.. anyways, yesterday I went to megamall and did some strolling, grabeh I saw this pair of havainas, i super love, and they also have this bag..super love kase parang pang beach tlaga..i super love it!!



I super love these outfits and the bag..i want tlaga!!!!
where can I find this kind of blazer..gusto ko tlaga!

i'm still looking for the perfect blazer i still cant find one hayssss..

I super love these outfits

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Obviously, I can't thin of the right title hehe. I am soooo busy these days, I don't have time to have my pedi again, my toenails are really disgusting, no time to read books and blogs..butI'm glad I can still watch PBB..I'm so addicted!

2 days to go, and It's our High school reunion na!I'm excited and nervous at the same time. 1st reason I'm sure my classmates will tease me coz I've gained a lot of weight(i was 110 lbs back in high school and college I'm now...secret hehehe)2nd I'll be meeting someone for the first time, someone that I owe an apology, 'coz I think i was sort of the 3rd party in their relationship. I just hope that everything will turn out nicely bestween us. Whatever happened I didn't mean to hurt her, it just happened,and It was hard for me to get out and stop.

Good news!!! We're done with our first two pairs of swimsuit, kung pwede lang ireward ang sarili ko for this I'll do it hehe...Thanks a lot to Ate Maricel, she was very patient and nice tlaga!
I don't get much support from my family on this..hehe even with friends baka akala nila di magboboom tong business na to..hmp we'll see hehehe!!

I don't feel excited for christmas, It's really weird!!Don't have christmas gifts yet..
My debts are killing me.......waaahhhhhh!!!!!!!!

HELP ME GOD!!!

Bakit?bakit?

Bakit unfair ang mga tao minsan? they are always there if they need somthing from you, pero if okay na sila iiwanan ka na lng nila sa ere, when you need them they can't be there for you. True friends are really hard to find these days, they can't even protect you, or even tell you things you should know, they'll hide from you. Pero ikaw your so open about everything, pero sila hindi. Kahit alam nilang you're hurting they won't do a thing to lessen your burden..I really want to leave this time, but I can't. I have had enough this time, sabi ni pastor James you'll find your true friends inside the church pero hindi rin,not true!Parang panahon lng din ang friendship mo with them, minsan mainit minsan malamig. Bakit ako madadamay sa isanag bagay na wala naman akong kasalanan?so this time kasalanan ko nanaman?pagod na pagod na ako..ayoko na silng makita o makausap man lng..ayoko na tlaga.

Tukso layuan nyo ako!!!

Whenever I'm sad, there are two things that can make me happy, first is when the problem is solved right away and 2nd is food...specially sweets.. taka kayo why I'm so fat dba?hehe..parang appetizer ko nga ang sweets eh..my Lola and mom would always scold me so minsan I have to eat pa inside our room hehe..pero I'm not really into chocolates ah..i love dairy products like butter,cream etc..I'm not proud of this ofcourse, i want to change this habit na rin tlaga kase i think Im a candidate in being diabetic.and i really need to lose a lot of weight na tlaga.eto na yung mga food that I'm having a hard time to resist..hehe

I can eat two packs ng pastillas..ganun ako kaaddict

I love the blueberry more...saraaaapppp!!!

paano mo naman mareresista yan oh??yummmyy kapag kumkaen ako nyan gusto ko slowly..yummy talaga!!

Overprotective?

I just realized minsan nagiging overprotective ako with my friends, specially when I see them being treated badly, lalo na kapag guys. Pero narealize ko minsan it will cause you troubles too, you get involved and the people around you thinks your "epal". parang i want to ask what have I done?I was just trying to help my friends..hays I want to say a lot of things ..nakaksad lang tlaga!It's better umiwas na lng tlaga muna..minsan you don't get appreciated pa..anyways, I pray that God will make a way to heal lahat ng pain nga mga taong kelangn ng healing.

Sadness...

You are cordially invited...

When: God knows when
Where: Beach Wedding
Time: God Knows when

Maids Of Honor
Karen Abigail Dela Fuente Catherine Anne Robles
Divine Grace Fresco Micaela Paula Robles

Bridesmaids
Nicole Kimberely Cavan Stephen John Cavan
Donna Fresco Cyril Remata
Joy Reperuga Pj gonzalez
Christine Franco Lj Franco
Flower Girls
Ella Baltazar Delle Uy
Ring Bearer and Bible bearer
Matthew Santos Dustin Uy

Ninangs:
Veronica Gonzalez Athony Gonzalez
Susan Cruz Arman Cruz
Liza Cruz Frank Cruz
Evy Torres Lando Orolfo
Nanay Cely Tatay Tony
Tita Fresco Danny Fresco
Joy Onofre Jojo De guzman
Brides Parents
Vilma S. Santos Joseph B. Santiago


And the Groom? God knows when....

Hubby ko,
I know God is preparing us and molding us. I know that in his right time we will finally see each other.
I wonder how you look like, I'm sure you're good looking. I still have to do a lot things for myself right now,
change bad habits, mature more..are you getting impatient?I feel the same way too. But let's just put our trust
on him, and I know he'll do the rest. Hubby, I am so excited to see you..I can't wait to see the man I'll spend
the rest of my life with. Godbless us more^^mwahz

I need this badly..

Anyone?do yu know where I can buy this?

The Scariest movie of the Year

Grabeh, I really had goodbumps and I wasn't able to sleep well. Napakasimple nung story pero scary tlaga.I don't want to share the story here, I'm here kase sa office alone eh.hehe

freakkyyyyyyy!!!

I super Love

I'm so desperate to have this kind of blazer.I really can't find one..hehe anyways Anne Curtis is Preview's cover again for the 3rd time i think, I really like her^^

And I really love the outfit head to toe^^

I'm of two minds..

hehe okay sa title no?I got that idion from a book. Anyways, I'm sure of I'll still wear the Grecian costume, hehe..parang I also want to be Michael Jackson and more vintage outfits.hehe.And I want to wear thses lovel hats..anu bang tawag sa style na t0?

I'm bored!!!!!!!!!!

So bookish..

miss reading, I can't even read articles from Magazines nowadays, that's how pre-occupied I am. I have to keep thinking, i need ideas and designs for our business. I can't stop reading, It's a must for me, I don't want to be in a limbo.I really want to buy books right now, books that can help me in our business. so here are some. I've been begging my sisters to buy me a book(they're still thinking about it) It's time for me to really do what I really want this time.

Hope buy them all these year..I'll see you soon babies^^

The Biggest Loser

This morning my Tito Tony was teasing me, about my weight hehe(parang sya payat). Then he told us about this contest " The world's biggest loser" , it's a reality show for obese people,who wants to lose weight, they have to do a lot of exercises and activities. I can see the good intentions of this show, but I don't like how they name these people. Why do they call them loser?I don't get it, I'm sure they have their own flaws as well. It's just really disappointing how people define beauty nowadays. I have this friend he told me one time" di tlaga ako nagagandahan sa maiitim", eh di naman din sya maputi., meron pa, "gusto ko sa girl makinis"..eh hindi rin naman din sya makinis. Well, I admit sometimes, I have the same kind of attitude but its' more of okray and not really judging and I'm trying not to pratice that. It says in the bible:"Stop judging by mere appearances, and make a right judgment."(John 7:24)

Kahit ako I always have to remind myself that I am beautiful, because God wanted me to look this way(not fat, im sure he wants to be healthy)he made me this way. I just realized I don't have to measure up with the standards of others, or of this world. I have to live the way God wants me to live, he wants me to please him, to live for him, to worship him, to serve him.He wants me to be confident. I can't be anyone I want to be, I can't have Jolie's lips, I can't have Anne Curtis' body, minsan kase we say sana ganyan,ganyan, ganun.. we just have to work on the assets we have, it's really not right to compare, but i think it's okay to admire.Anyways I hope I'm making sense here, lately kase I'm so not myself hehe..iniisip ko dahil I'm fat I'm ugly and loser na, and baka di na ako magkaasawa hehe..Pero mali pala eh, kung yung taong gusto ko won't like me because of some flaws, it only means his not the right person for me,and I don't have to change. I know that God has prepared that person for me.And while waiting all i have to do is enhance and improve. Hubby ko can't wait to see you^^

Here's a verse for you to ponder:
" But the LORD said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart." 1 Samuel 16:7

Tamang Trip

I just find this pic reallyyy funny!! It's my friend Par, si parekoy naging marekoy^^ hahaha.it was their halloween party, and their theme was Sorority..hehe..have fun^^

He doesn't know I have blogspot naman eh hehehehehee..

The Kikay Side of CJ^^v

I'm not kikay!But once in a while,my flirty and girly side comes out from nowhere. My sister Anne loves to doll me up coz she's into make up's lately. It's fun pala, na even I'm fat and and ugly, if someone's fixing your hair, putting some make up on you, parang feeling artista ka, bongga!Anyways, lately my creative side is in action hehe..daming ideas na naiisip ko, and I'm so excited to do all those.

Me and Joy will be very very busy this month, we'll be having our photoshoot for our Calendar. I'm so excited, this week we'll for the venue where we can do our photoshoot, our theme is Vintage..exciting.I really want to lose weight ASAP!!so I might go to the gym again, and hope it works this time.Anyways here's a proof of my different personality wahaha..

hehe kahit ako natatwa sa sarili ko eh!It's okay to laugh guys hehe!I'd really understand^^

I want a bike^^

Aside from singing and other talents that I show off(tama bang term yun?)biking is one of my favorite. The scar in my forehead is a proof..thanks to my cousin ate che for being mdamot when we were young..hahaha she didn't want me to "angkas" kay ayun pinilit ko pa rin sumakay..since she's being the most brat cousin, binilisan pa nya ang pagpedal..kaya I got out of control and fell una forehead, there was a blood all over my face tlaga. My ex bf Karl and some friends, told me that I'm good in biking, i remember before nung kame pa ni Karl, he pretended that he's good sa pagbike, then i challenged him, I was wearing a skirt pa ah hehe.. tapos I was biking so fast when I turned around wala na sya hehe..nalaglag sya then he told me" ang bilis mo pala,di naman ako masyado marunong eh"wahahahaha...anyways...I want a bike now..super want..and pwede rin form of exercise yun ah^^

ENJOY THE RIDE!!!^^

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I can't think of a title eh hehe..Well we are going to have a costume party on December, instead of the usual Christmas Party. So I'm thinking of being a Grecian hehe..so here some ideas i have in mind. i just googled it.^^

Good luck sa ken db?hehehe

I miss him=P

Yeah, I miss him. Him that I used to go out with,eat dinner with, play with, fight with,cry with,dream with and to talk with about anything. CHEEESSYYYYY!!!

The Ugly Truth

I super love this movie!And well, this is one of my favorite scene in this movi hehe..why?well better watch it!(I think that i would be so inappropriate for me to describe it here)Well, I can super relate to Heigl's role, I'm not organize,pretty and successful as her role. But i think i'm "manang" as her when it comes to dating and boys. Well, my friend Donna told me once, that I'm choosy, which I think I'm not hehe..but I've been hearing that word lately from my friends ,again..I'M NOT!!I have a guy friend right now, and well he's been acting or been doing gestures that a normal guy friend woudn't do, my sister and friends been telling me that he's into me or something,coz he won't call me in the middle of the night or early in the morning,or before he sleeps, if he doesn't like me.Honestly, it never occured that maybe he's into or soemthing, my sister told me once that I'm really pathetic. I just know it, we are completely opposite,his lifestyle is far different than mine. He smokes,he drinks and he goes out almost everynight to party,which I hate. He's the complete opposite of my ideal guy, hehe, but I must admit that he makes me laugh(which everybody does naman hehe)and we can talk for hours without getting bored, we talk about random things, basta I enjoy talking to him. So i think that the Ugly Truth is you can never really tell or choose the person you want to be with, you can't always have it your way, nor his. I'm sure guys have the same dilemma, it's just that they deal with it in a less serious manner. Lately, I want to be less "manang", maybe I'm too reserved for my ideal guy, maybe I need to loosen up a little and try new things, NEW BOYS wahaha..but for me the truth is TRUE LOVE WAITS..faith+waiting +patience= God's will. Godbless everyone^^

A new haircut..

I find my long hair so boring lately, I wanted a new style, a new look, but to scared to try new styles. I went to Azta Salon with my friends. I wasn't happy with result,though. Parang nothing new naman. So I told my very talented sister redo my hair..and voilah!! I love it, my mom loves it! bagay naman daw hehehe..Thank God^^ So here hair and make-up by Anne Robles^^

^^ mukhang bata daw lalo^^

I am Ninoy

Since the day that President Cory Aquino died, I never stopped watching her documentaries and even Ninoy's. Back in High School, we never studied about ninoy's assassination. I mean, yes, i know him, the man in the 500 peso bill, and the father of famous actress Kris Aquino. I was able to watch all the documentaries about his death, and "who" might have master minded the crime. I didn't know that he had done so much for our country, he could have a good life in Boston with his family, but he said that " the Filipino is worth dying for". I just realized what have I done for my own country? I have always wanted to go out of country, work there, have my citizenship inVienna(so bad). I think I've lost hope, but Ninoy's death reminded me again that our country has so much to offer. I know that ninoy and Cory are happy now. LABAN!!!

I want Denim Leggings badly^^

I only have one black skinny jeans, and it's my favorite. I call it my wonder pants, coz it does wonders hehe, Why? I can wear it when I gain weight and even when I lose. I can't throw it although it doesn't look black anymore and the zipper it all zipped out hehe. It's time for me to buy a new one..and I want it now hahahaha.....

Loving Karla's Closet