I will be Bella

My officemates decided to have our christmas party on the 23rd. And our theme is "Twilight",we'll be donning outfits from the casts. Gee, i didn't even have the chance to choose, which character I'd be, Alice and Rosalie's are taken, so they left me no choice but to be Bella.I love her definitely, it's just that she's 17 and I'm 26 hehe. I think that there's a big diffence when it comes to outfits. I'm not sure if I can still wear chucks, I think I'm too old for that. But anyways, now I have an enough reason to buy boots, I've been wanting to have a pair. So I think I'll just wear a dress, (blue form the prom scene with cast hahaha)boots and a coat. We are planning to have our photoshoot.Crazy peeps talaga^^

Crazy love^^

hmm..it is really crazy I think. It makes you happy, it makes you cry, it makes you mad, it makes your feel beautiful and cofident, it makes you dream about good things, it hurts you, it makes you stumble, etc. This how I feel right now, I'm not sure if it's love, but this time time I don't like the feeling, because it's not right.No, I think it's not love, no, no,no,...^^

Sosyal!!!

Uh huh, okay?hahaha..I just wanted to share this photo..haha..authentic kaya yan?

Danke PAPA^^

I didn't go to work last Friday, just to see my dad. I miss him a lot and James was bugging me about him. So went there sa kasagsagan ng ulan haha..Unexpected plan happened, papa decided to finally let James meet his wife(the story behind it?hay pang mmk). I was really hesitant, coz I think I'm not ready to face her yet, but Papa was begging he said it's time. Then finally, I gave in, it was the most awkward situation I've ever been into. I really want to thank God, coz I think it went well, I mean no Violent reactions, and no rude words were used.

It was the first time I saw my papa as real Father, I always tease him as "under the saya", but that day, I felt that he really love and care for us. I love you papa so much, thank you for trying your best to be a good father to us, inspite the situation.

Hab dich lieb PAPA...we'll be together soon. Lord willing!!

Now, I think why God still wants me to stay here, i think he is preparing me for something bigger and he wants everything to be settled first.Thank you Lord..

Don't know what to say

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you meant everything Quickly
I'm learning to love againAll I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll be living
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without youYes I will