
<<==== The coolest lola.^^
My lola is like my bestfriend. I can talk to her even when she's so sleepy na, she knows when somethings bothering me. When I go to her room and make lambing, she'all ask. " Bakit anak may problema ba?". Last night, when I got home, I went to her room, and hug her. Then I asked: " Lola, bakit nasasaktan pa rin ako?" . And I started crying, I just felt that I had no one to go to, i know I have friends and sisters, but I know that they will all gonna tell me the same advice "MOVE ON".Lola started telling me, that I really need to move on, that I just need to thank God, coz he didn't let me suffer and be unhappy the rest of my life. She told me that someday, God will give me someone, who will really love me and respect me. Someone who will not hurt me and even take me for granted. Someone who will love my good and bad side. Someone who will love my family, as well. Inspite all these agonies, I know I need to praise God more, talk to him and ask him for guidance. I know he is guarding my heart right now, i Know that his just there watching over me. Telling me, " Kaya mo yan". I just want to everything to be new right now in my life. New people, new hobbies, new life, new look hehe..new clothes..yeah!!I really need to move, no matter how painful it is, I need to go on, and live the way God wants me to.